It’s been a minute

Well – there goes another two weeks. Oh – nope – actually over a month.

No wonder why the urge to write has become more than just pressing.

Another shift has happened. The timeframe within which I had place much anticipation and fear has nearly passed… and he is calmer and kinder as well. So my anxiety has also passed and I am able to feel again.

The animals are a dearer and dearer to me. Not as an escape but as a desire I had long suppressed. It feels freeing to give myself permission to embrace my love of connection with them.

Next up – the ponies. I hope sooner than later.

Something has certainly cycled through – work does not seem so much like work. Life seems to balance easily with work. There is less stress of Friday night parties (gatherings). I am not bothering to worry about more than it is worth it to worry about.

Lots of disparate thoughts – I am hoping for some creative time this weekend…. I want to share that part of myself.